Rabbit hole

I feel like Alice, following the white rabbit further and further down the rabbit hole.  I feel like all my furniture needs to be attached to the ceiling or nothing will make sense anymore.  If I were anywhere else I would fit in that world perfectly, I don't make sense in this world.  That's good though, I'd much rather be me than fit in perfectly like an unimaginative puzzle piece. I like me.

Got to post something from an old blog, just feel the urge to do so.


June 26th 2008
I am going to just have one of my running stream of random thoughts going here. Stream of consciousness if you will, ignore the grammar, spelling, punctuation, and any other errors in it please. It's raining! All I want to do right now is go out and play in the rain till my clothes are totally stuck to me & rain is dripping from my hair into my face....like I did when I was a kid & a teen. I miss that crap, not really so much being a teen, but all the stuff I did then and how unafraid I was of doing things. Some cases I'm still like that, but not as much as I used to be, since I have my awesome kids! If it wasn't 2am I'd take them to go play in the rain, we'd have a blast! I want to do a survey just to kill the time, but I can't  right now, so that shall have to wait. By the way,  I'm not afraid to go play in the rain, I just can't right now, 2 kids sleeping and I'm not leaving them to play in the rain....